dream catch me♥

Leap!

Have taken the plunge.

Now, let’s see how long this lasts.

Will keep all updated.

(/edit: if there’s anything worth updating. Refer to line #2)

Watch this space.

Another Brew?

I have so many ideas brewing in my head that I feel I’m about to explode at its enormity. From one mini project to another, one mini idea to another.

Must however, learn how to commit to my ideas, and commit to something for the long-haul before I do make any decisions, launch any new projects. It is a nagging sort of indication at the back of my mind, a worry if you’d like to call it that. 

What if I start something new and stop keeping up with it after, 2 days of excitement. See: New project I was raving about a few months ago. Biggest flop ever, it didn’t even get started.

And if I do decide to start on this so called new mini projects/ideas/whatever they are, there’s just so many mini details to take care of, to think about, to sort out. 

Yes, you’ve got that right. I, am an over thinker. 

And, an over worrier. 

Smores.

Pictures of this particular desert/snack/another-reason-why-I-no-longer-fit-into-my-normal-human-jeans has been constantly popping up all over the internet, & my dreams for the past few days now.

Have been having a massive craving for some of this sweet, indulging, sinful goodness. Hm, and must say I am known to break all form of determination if something (this good) has been on my mind for more than 24hours.

My golly gosh, look at all that gooey goodness oozing out. *slurppppp*

Goodbye, flat stomach. ):

Therapy?

My list of things I should not do:

1. Do not look back on things that hurt.
2. Do not reminisce on things I find ridiculous.
3. Regret.
4. Do not lose focus on the significant things versus the insignificant.
5. Do not cheat myself out of a good opportunity.
6. Do not choose to expect less than what I am capable of.

7. Do not lose to life.

(I got this list off somewhere previously. I can’t quite remember where. However, it does serve well as a reminder on things I’d like to see myself accomplishing, someday.) 

Cycle.

Am v disappointed at how I’m going. Instead of doing what I have to get done, I spend all my time worrying and thinking. And instead of making full use of whatever v limited time I have left till finals, I’m sitting here. Wasting my days away. Doing absolutely nothing.

I promised myself this won’t ever happen again (multiple times). And for once, I’d really like that to be true. So, am telling self since I only have 4days left till finals, I’m going to do everything to get all my work done and finished. Nice and early. Within the next, 3days. At least then, if I get it done, hurrah! If not, then, I might as well throw my entire tertiary education out the window and starve myself to death. (Okay, I may be exaggerating a little here, but still, if this is going to make me force myself to work my ass off, then so be it.)

Seriously, how many 2nd chances do you get in life?!

As of the next few days, I am determined to be determined. Focus. I can do this. I’m going to walk around cranky, stressed and ready to kill. But hey, whatever it takes. So guys, please don’t annoy me this week. I don’t need it. 

I. Am. Out. To. Kill.

Over-

I over-think, over-analyze and am over-sensitive.

Amongst many other things.

Beautiful.

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Trying to inspire self.

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A little reminder to help me get through.

change.